this girl is my idol!!

i'm too sexy (right said fred)

what's what? oh, this?

here i sit with a kleenex shoved in my nostril. i've got the bronchitis and the tonsilitis and a fever and a stupidly crazy runny nose. i feel very pretty right now.

smoke, baby (hawksley workman)

sometimes i wished that i smoked cuz then i wouldn't be left inside to wait for everyone to be done smoking and talking and laughing and enjoying the nice spring evening and chilling and visiting with not me.

all the small things (blink-182)

i love love

things i love... by seedy c

- stars

- blue and purple
- d
- pizza
- daisies
- j
- thunder and lightning
- skate shoes
- my "always there when i need them" friends
- matthew good
- cartoons
- mangoes
- the letter x
- pyjama sundays

40 oz. to freedom (sublime)

so, it turns out that $600 a month isn't enough for me to do the shit that having a paper route requires. so very much shit.

but on a happier note... d finished school and got his official bartending certificate!! yay d!! and the job hunt begins...

what should i do for some extra cash? no funny answers here either, please. much appreciated.

sorry for the lame post. it's been a tough week around here. j's doing ok. she's been making some tough decisions. i can't even imagine what it's like to be 21 and deciding what to do with your mom's ashes. it's hard to watch her go through this. she's a totally different girl.

the leaving song (a.f.i.)

j's mom died. the police came to tell her today. it's amazing to see so much strength come from someone so small.

it's my life (no doubt)

so, i made a call yesterday, and now, well soon, i shall officially have a paper route. "wow, sad." you might say. "f-you!" i say!! it's like 2 hours a day and $600 a month. and d and i made a plan yesterday... a 1 year plan... and for our plan to work, we need to save like crazy!! so there. laugh at me all you want, but we're going places, baby!! not to florida, though. maybe they can take "puppet chrissy"...

hangin' tough (new kids on the block)

wow... long time since the last post... sorry 'bout that y'all. things are just dandy here in e-town. except for that i'm not feeling that great today. i went to breakfast with my family at 10am, got home and stayed in bed until now. wasted a perfectly good sunday. oh, well, i think i'll take a sick day tomorrow to make up for it. stupid chrissy, you're a genius!

i miss the gym. i didn't go yesterday or today. i love the gym. my waist still seems to be the same size but my arms and legs are definately smaller. hopefully the herbal detox that d and i are gonna do will work on my gut.

about the last post... things are way better. i don't know how, but it's better than usual around here. i've totally backed off and don't give my opinion about anything. school's getting to her though. she's still going and studying and stuff (we helped her with her flash cards the other night). it's the lack of organization at her school that is driving her crazy. they keep changing their minds about the books she needs and what pre-reqs there are. i can understand her frustration. i hope she can get past it and focus on herself!! gonna be tough though...

boring post... sorry 'bout dat... will be more better when i'm more better...