alone on a saturday night

remember when i used to type about things in detail instead of little point form tidbits? ah, those were some good times, huh? these days i'm really only typing out of some sort of obligation that i feel to this blog. i don't really have much to say. really the only things on my mind are the craziness of what we are planning to do and the crapload of work that i have to do until said craziness. oh!! this is on my mind... DEAL WITH IT!! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD THIS IS FOR US TO DO?!?! IGNORING US IS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU ONCE WE ARE GONE. INSTEAD WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS PUSHING US AWAY AND PISSING ME OFF. SO GROW THE FUCK UP.