*sigh*

today is one of those days, ya know, when you realize that things aren't like they used to be and you don't know if they ever will be. and i don't understand how it got to be this way. one day it's all "this is great! everyone and everything is wonderful! i love you and i love me and i love life!" and then the next day it's lucky if anything is said at all. what is going on? i'd talk, but i don't think i would be heard. what's a girl to do?