last night, i did the hardest thing i've ever had to do. i told my mom that her dad died while she was on holidays. i never again want to see that much sadness come from words i say.

we love you grandpa
william james o'keefe
1920-2005

wish you were here (pink floyd)

we've been living the seedy life for a whole year. crazy.

i love it. cuz it's the same. we're the same. i love how in love we are. and how it's for always.

******seedy for life******

d,
jerk! i know you knew it would make me cry! i love you so much and can't wait for the seediness to continue. and also, how did you do that?!?!?

chronicles of life and death (good charlotte)

i know, i know. it's been like a month since we've posted anything. so, to the 2 people who read this blog... sorry, but nothing much has been going on.

me and my lovely cousin robyn went to see good charlotte on sunday, the 17th. it was her first concert ever!! she was so excited while we waited in line, yapping the whole time about nothing. she's so awesome. she got a bit tired during the opening band and i was worried she wasn't having a good time. i was sooooo wrong. when good charlotte was on, she was bouncin' and singin' and cheerin'... it was great!!

i had my interview today for the "youth project coordinator". i think it went ok. it was hard to prepare though. they already know what i do, so i wasn't sure what was going to go on. so basically, i didn't really prepare at all. i was asked to tell "my story", how and why chrissy is where she is today. and they also asked me explain how i do my job and what "gifts" i leave my clients with. blah, blah, blah... in the end, they told me that i need to do some work on being able to articulate what it is that i do and how i go about doing it. both pauline and eileen gave me huge compliments... they told me that i do "tremendous work" and that i need to look back over my past clients and give myself more credit for their successes, because without me, the change couldn't have happened. huge compliments...

tomorrow is our anniversary... one whole year... i know, crazy!!

anyways, see how boring things are??? maybe more fun and funniness soon... i hope.

*** one week till matt good ***