sometimes i think that i am a giant weakling. but then sometimes i think that i can do anything. sometimes things are really really hard and i want to give up. and sometimes stuff just comes so easily. sometimes i'm totally bored. sometimes i have way too much to do with hardly enough time to do it. sometimes i have no idea what i want out of life. but today, i'm totally sure.

stuff to do this weekend:

~ watch a lot of movies
~ get some groceries
~ talk to lisa about yoga
~ laundry
~ eat
~ sleep
~ be merry

b.o.r.i.n.g? no way.

ps
tattoo in 18 days.

this is what we did monday night.
darren drank 2 beers. both through straws.
i am so in love with garon. it's not even funny.
the zamboni says "pork".oilers won 4 - 0.and that's how dirty our car is right now.

the goods

~ japan : still feels like a dream. i miss it terribly a lot of the time. someone asked me recently if we'll ever go back. probably not is what i said, and it made me really sad. but life has to go on, right?

~ jobs : d is finally working somewhere that is recognizing and rewarding his work. in 3 months, he's doubled his wage and been put in charge. and i think he actually enjoys working there. weird. and i love my job. nothing new there, but what is new is that i am constantly surrounded by people at the school who actually see the work i'm doing and support and encourage me in it.

~ friends : reconnected with the wonderful ones. ousted the selfish ones.

~ family : lived with my parents for a bit while we looked for a place. i am so lucky to have them. d's mom and aunt came to visit in october. i'm also lucky to have them. scott and candice, lisa and andrew, sean and chelsea... amazingness coupled. jennifer and aidan get stuck in the family category too. awwwwwwww!!!

2008 will hopefully bring about much of the same. stick travelling and healthiness and adventure in there and it'll be the best yet!!!

i do, of course have resolutions. i'm sure everyone does. i heard on the news that only 20% of people keep them past february. the most important one i have i think is planning for the future. next comes healthiness, patience, and keeping up on keeping in touch.

happy new year everyone!!